February/8/2008

AHH GOT NEEDLES TODAY! lmao . meningitis and 2nd heb b shot [ at school ] THE LITTLE BASTARDS HURT! lmao . i dodged them both time and the 3rd time they put them in me lmao . emma said all she could see was me legs shaking and i like literaly rannnnn out of there . and hugged stypa. my moral support bud. lmao!

i want to break up with lucas. i love him so much but he is ALWAYS with taylor and shelby and im forcing myself to be single. i have fucking guy issues! i dont know why but i guess you could say im a lil whore. i like a ton of guys right now and its getting really hard and i cant dump him b/c i love him so much and everyone and even his best friend matt is always telling me how much he loves me and apperently shelby :@:@:@ told him I WAS CHEATING ON HIM! thats over now but it was HORRIBLE!

ill figure things out soon. time helps eh?

well hope so.

soccer has bin cancelled the last fuckin couple of weeks due to fuckin weather. im like wtf its INDOOR SOCCER! who cares what we drive in. we will live. well.. uhh maybe not. lmao.

sooo... im so BEHIND in my speech at school . i was too busy on msn talking to lucas at school when i shoulda bin working.. woopsies. lmao. well emma too .. it was 3 way convo . haha :P

almost got a bus report. i never sit in my perminite seat and dont plan on it. i hate it lol. I FUCKING HATE JANICE TOO! oh well . ill sit where i fucking want! ..


babysitting has bin really hard on me the last lil bit. the kids went out of control and especially with the adorable new puppy its bin rough. hopefully they will settle down . [ not that it was easy at all when i first started babysittin]

soo i think thats it..

anyways. im going to work on my site! au revoir! <3 mes amies! [www.piczo.com/gEEksugaR--] love it or leave it biaches!

ps. repeircing my belly button soon! :P

Sunday/February/3rd/2008

FUCK! THE MONTH I HATE! eughh.

soo back to my blog.. havent written in a while.

Last week was amazing. laid back and great. :) lol

MONDAY - Skiing!

amazing day. no other words lol. sooo many laughs this day! one of the workers thought dennis was a ladies man .. ? lmao! ' i cant spend hours typing out this greaattt day so yah.. haha

[IT WAS HOTT GUY HAVEN!.. skiiing at chikopee] sorry lucas,, the truth hurts . ! lmao.

TUESDAY- school god damnit.

WEDNESDAY- snnooowww dddaayyy. it was nuts. haha. :P

THURSDAY- uhmm. school / babysittin :

FRIDAY- P.A. DAY! yayayy.

SATURDAY- uhmm . nothing at all. lol.

Sunday [TODAY] - hurt my foot. went to hospital. FUCK! lol..


soo yeahh, oh im also stealing lucas's PURPLE soccer jersey. i want to be purple. not stupid LIME GREEN! grr. lol . he said it would be all sweaty. i said IDC I WANNAH BE PURPLE! well not exactly. but you get it. haha. valentines day = WORST FUCKING DAY EVER! RUINS MY MONTH! I HATE FEBRUARY! .. bad memories from previous valentines day. and no im not saying this b/c i was single or just b/c of a guy. so this year im going to a movie with lucas . maybe change my thoughts (yn)

Saturday/January/26th/2008

so, i have created a blog here now . just to vent my anger and true thoughts. my old blog got well.. old. lol. so today was the INDOOR SOCCER TOURNAMENT! ahaha. one amazing day i must say .. but i didnt see lucas at all :( oh well. lol. im talkin to him now anyways. we placed 3rd in the end.. ahh. it was nuts! went through the 2, 5 min halves b/c it was tied and then the shootouts and they beat us :( we got a medal anyways. FUCK! no credit pretty much on it
"tournament participante" they gave those to everyone exccept the 1st & 2nd place teams.. oh well. outdoor is betta! REP TEAM! :D soo.. Dance last night was interesting.. somewhat lame.. hung out with emma & chelcee before it ahaha we chugged 2 jolts and we went nuts "i belive i can fly" and we diving through snow banks [litteraly] and we got mine on tape it was fucking hilarious lmao! anywho . i need to get a life.. [now its time to work on my piczo. ] lmao. bye xox!